Through writing, Veronika Raila finds her way into the world. As a child, she was certified by doctors to have an IQ of zero β deemed uneducable. Her spastic disability and autism prevent her from moving and communicating in conventional ways. Yet inside, an alert and vivid mind is at work.
Veronika studies Catholic theology and literature at the University of Augsburg, publishes poems and stories, and gives readings. She writes with the help of her mother: when her arm is supported, it sends impulses that a keyboard transforms into words β poetic lines that describe her innermost world.
Filmmaker Mark Michel visits Veronika at home and observes her daily life. Her symbolic and sensory narratives are accompanied by the dreamlike sand art of artist Anne LΓΆper, who finds precisely the right images for Veronika's words. A dignified portrait of an extraordinary and strong young woman β and the beginning of a long creative collaboration.
"Sand is an obvious metaphor since I am not stable; it takes only a tiny impulse and my sense of being crumbles. Sometimes I feel just like that, as though I've fallen into a thousand bits."
β Veronika RailaβΆ Short film on Vimeo (7 min) Β· First broadcast MDR: 6 August 2011
This short film marked the beginning of a long creative collaboration. Four years later, Mark Michel returned to Augsburg to work with Veronika Raila on a feature-length documentary β this time not just as subject, but as creative co-author.